too tired.....
I'm stronger !!
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Friday, October 12, 2012
Monday, October 08, 2012
Friday, October 05, 2012
dear Mama....
Kemaren aku jadi sopir ke Straubing dong Ma....dah lama ga nyupir bawaannya pengen ngegas mulu hahahahaha....sempet sampai 160 hehehehehe (di jalan sepi kok :P)...Straubing itu deket perbatasan Austria...kayak deja vu ma :) ...inget kita ke Wina dulu ....jadi kangen banget sama Mama *pengenpeluk*
*si Rara gi melow abis*
at 14:56
Thursday, October 04, 2012
Tadi di mobil pas balik pak sopir nyetel lagu yang lyricnya lumayan mencuri perhatian....nyampe kamar langsung nanya mbah gugel...ternyata ntu lagu judulnya The Winner Takes it All ...lyricnya gini :
I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw the dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...
Awalnya coz efek melow denger nih lagu but I found meaningful lyric...For me
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain
mmmm, So which one should I choose?... to be the winner or the loser?... of course I choose to be the winner... but, the winner has to loose many times before she turns out to be the winner... It needs a never ending "trial" to finally become the winner...I’m currently in the middle of process...No, I don’t want to give up!!!... The next few months will be hard for me...Doain lancar yeee
To be honest, I’ve never expected this before... But yeah this is life... Life will never be easy :)...kalo kata temen gue Life is never Flat, ya iyalah emangnya idup TV :p
*si Rara percaya (QS Al-Baqarah:286)*
at 03:25
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
Hidup gue mungkin sedang kacau , tapi gue lagi berusaha
memperbaikinya. Gue ga nyalahin siapa2, kekacauan ini coz gue sendiri.
Gue hanya perlu berhenti sebentar...
Syukuri aja apa
yang masih ada ... kalo ga gini ga akan pernah ngerasain "nahan
keinginan" dan sadar siapa yang bener2 tulus ma gue :)
You seem to find the dark when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade?
You never say a word unless it's to complain
It's driving me insane
If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do is thank the stars for all that I have
If I were you
Look what surrounds you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take for you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye?
It happens all the time
If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do is thank the stars above
Tell the ones I love that I do
Yeah, if I were you, whoa, yeah, if I were you
If I were you, whoa, if I were you
So what's it going to take for you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye?
It happens all the time
If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do is thank the stars above for the ones I love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I've wanted to
If I were you
If I were you
If I were you!
yeaaah Hoobastank-If I were u ....Jangan ngeluh Ra!...bersyukurlah sebelum semuanya hilang :D
*buat yang nitipin cek, maaf gue kembaliin...terharu makasih banget !!...Insya Allah gue bisa nyelesein masalah ini :)*
at 04:02
Monday, October 01, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Ngeri - ngeri sedap :p
*si Rara gi berusaha nelp ngerayu temen biar ayamnya dianterin*
at 10:59
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
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Girlfriend : Who is she?
Boyfriend : Just a Friend
Girlfriend : Don't tell me she is just a Friend...Just so u know we also started by being just "Friend"
:)
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at 09:05
Thursday, May 03, 2012
lagi pengen nemu sesuatu yang baru ....
yang bisa ngalihin pikiran dan perasaan dari yang ngeganggu pikiran....susah tau ga sih !!!
pengen ngamuk dan ngancurin orang...
pengen bikin orang laen ngerasain yang gue rasain hehehehehe
*bertanduk*
hayah gaya doang gue...nyatanya apa?...yang ada cuma bisa diem aja...bengong (tanpa ngiler)...jalan2 ga jelas tujuan (betis terancam gede)....trus tiba2 nelangsa...nangis sendirian deh...hahahaha
segini susahnya kah Tuhan?...gue pasti bisa kan?
harus bisa !!
*si rara gi maenan gadget mbil mandangin bebek di danau*
at 19:11
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
Innalillahi wa Inna Ilaihi Roji'un
"Jika mendidik pikiran jangan lupa mendidik hati " - suatu siang @ Stanford, San Francisco
Selamat jalan Bu...
Semoga amal ibadah ibu diterima oleh Allah SWT dan mendapat MaghfirohNya...Aamiin
at 18:30
Friday, March 23, 2012
Dear mama sayang...
Lagi duduk di jendela sambil liatin hujan nih Ma...kalo Mama pasti lagi kangen aku (GR!!!!)...hihihihihi...muaach,love u Mama!
Suasana hati lagi sendu+nelangsa nih Ma...biasa urusan hati...hehehehe...berat yah ternyata menerima resiko dari sebuah pilihan...menerimanya berat...ngejalanin resikonya jadi berat banget :( ...tapi harus gimana lagi? masa aku harus mengulang waktu untuk memperbaiki semuanya...
Lagi mikir2 mo backpacker-an...berharap bisa ngebantu nyegel nih hati...hatinya mo disegel aja...daripada ngerasa dicintai ternyata cuma jadi beban buat orang lain...doain aku bisa ngadepinnya yah Ma...no man no cry ...hehehehe
udah dulu ah Ma,mo ngefriend ma bantal dan kasur :p...pengen jalan2 dalam hujan sebenernya apa daya asma membayangi hahahaha...bye mama sayang...semoga mama selalu mendapat tempat terbaik di sisi-Nya...titip pesan yang biasa dong Ma "mo hidup datar dong" hehehehehe....love u always Ma, muaach.
*si Rara gi jungkir balik menekan kangen dan jadi wonder woman*
at 16:41
Sunday, March 04, 2012
Aku mengenalmu lewat jiwa,
Bukan lewat mata...
Aku menjadikanmu kekasih lewat hati...
Ku tak tahu...
Seperti apa aku dalam pandanganmu
Selayak apa aku dalam kehidupanmu
Tapi yang aku tahu...
Meski dengan keterbatasanku
Berbalut kekuranganku...
Aku menulis namamu di hatiku,
Sejak awal kita bertemu...
Dan takkan pernah terganti...
Apalagi terhapus...
Liat penggalan di atas dari avatar seorang teman..."ngena" euy ! hehehehe...gue salin yeee buat postingan :p ...makasih buat yang punya karya ini...maaf jika share ini tidak berkenan :)
at 10:51
Thursday, March 01, 2012
here I am ..... :)
This girl's trying to find the one...but she has failed :D
fall silent.... but she doesn't cry anymore :)
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I reach for you like I'd reach for a star,
Worshipping you from afar,
Living with my silent love;
I'm like a flame dying out in the rain,
Only the ashes remain,
Smouldering like my silent love;
How I long to tell all the things I have planned,
Still it's wrong to tell, you would not understand,
You'll go along never dreaming I care,
Loving somebody somewhere,
Leaving me my silent love.
My Silent Love - Randy Newman
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Okay then...This seems to be a quick post for me..... I was down, honestly.... but now I feel much better (hope).
Smileeee girl !!!
*Si Rara gi nyari setelan senyum yang keren*
at 08:27
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
"sometimes u just need to grow up and understand that happiness is about ur own choice"
and ur choice?
"see u are happy"
..........slap me :)
from the bottom of my heart.....I'm sorry for what I've done :)
at 10:05
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Pelangi Cinta
"If u are not sure what u have, please call me now"........ sms
phone........."hello___"
answer.... " I love u"
#blushing#
*thank u blog !!! hahahahahaha*
at 18:54
Friday, February 10, 2012
It hurts the most when the person that made u feel special yesterday makes u feel so unwanted today :)
at 17:45