Gue ga butuh siapa2.....

Gue udah ga menginginkan apa2 lagi...


..... mari menjalani hidup!!....ha ha ha







*dan akhirnya menyadari cinta sejati cuma ada dalam cerita....

Again ????!!??...

Lo pikir gue ga punya hati?

dah ga jelas bentuknya ni hati....ancur lebur!!

mo digimanain lagi sih?

Lo perlakukan gue seenaknya....

datang dan pergi sesuka hati lo....

coz nama cinta yang udah ga jelas lagi definisinya buat gue itu....gue selalu "kembali"....dan jadi sampah lagi...ha ha ha

Salah ga kalau sekarang gue "mikir"???

* pengen nonjok diri sendiri....wake up!!!

Collective Soul - Turn Around

There floats our conversation
Like clouds in our minds
We leave an open invitation
To this world we've denied

And If I turn around
Would that be my fault
And If I turn around
Would that be my loss

Feel the raindrops of impression
Stinging from above
What the price of this confusion
We have yet to speak of

And If I turn around
Would that be my fault
And If I turn around
Would that be my loss

Out of sight beyond confusion
Still I'm here defining my own truth
Paranoia by conclusion
What's the point if I am still missing you

And If i turn around
And If I turn around
And If I turn around
Would that be my fault
And If I turn around
Would that be my loss

And if I turn around
And if I turn around
And if I turn around


*someone will not understand, no one will do...but only u do

((((( Gue gi sakit oiii!!!)))))......lagi banyakan di tempat tidur daripada menjejakkan kaki ke bumi...

Bukannya sombong !
Bukannya sok sibuk !
Bukannya ga peduli !
Bukannya ga mau bantu !
Bukannya ga perhatian !

Idup gi ga friendly ma gue...hikzz
(*mbil sedih mandangin sarapan yang dibikinin ma orang yang seharusnya dilayani ma seorang istri...)

Everybody expect me more than I could expect for myself.....They looked at me like I never touched by weakness...ha ha ha







*Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgghhh

Mimpi Mama lagi :)

Kenapa yah belakangan ini sering banget mimpiin Mama?.....kurang yah Ma doanya aku? :(...maafin aku yah :(

Tau ga Ma?....kemaren tiba2 pengen perkedel daging.....ntar deh kalo dah bisa wara wiri aku bikin :P....jadi inget dulu kalo Mama bikin tuh perkedel....aku rajin bolak balik ke dapur...hahahahaha..."harusnya kalo bikin perkedel pas ga ada Rara" gerutuan Mama nih...hihihihi...coz setiap abis ngegoreng hasilnya berkurang terus hahahahaha....KANGEN MAMA!!!

lagi ga bisa apa2 sekarang...jadi manusia ga berguna lagi :(.....banyakan di tempat tidur daripada jalan...pengen loncat2...pengen lari2....pengen maen ke taman....sebel banget kayak gini...apalagi kalo di luar cuacanya cerah banget :(

da ah Ma.....jadi melow aku ...hehehehe....mencoba bubu lagi aja deh....sampein salam Rara buat Allah yah Ma...bilangin "Rara pengen idupnya datar, sebentarrr ajaaa :)" hehehehehe

Keep in Mind......

If Allah answers your pray, Allah is... increasing your Faith.

If Allah delays your pray, Allah is... increasing your Patience.

If Allah doesn't answer your pray, Allah has... Something 'better' for you.


Smile :)





*si rara gi insap :p

Jadi orang lemah lagi....

Ga berdaya lagi....

Berteman lapie lagi....

Wara wiri chat lagi...

Teringat lagi....

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................................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh...cinta ini membunuhku !!! Hahahahahahaha

u're me...i'm u

I scream ...

I angry ...

It was not me ..... but there I was :(

I was tired and out of control ...

it's not wise to behave like that :)

and now I regret it all...

.... gloomy morning ....

it's called "ilfil"

terkejut....termenung....tak percaya....mengingat....berpikir....tersadar....dan tertawa


Ha ha ha ha ha .....itu rupanya "sosok"mu sebenarnya :p


dan tiba2 ada yang hilang dari rasa....




mendadak ilfil !!!....huehehehehehe